And now, I have to watch what i eat and especially the timings so that i won't feel that nightmare pain again.
i'm tired of eating. tired of ALWAYS have to eat. i don't have the excitement to eat like i used to. it's like every 2 hours i will feel hungry. and that i have to grab a piece of tasteless bread. what a whiny bitch i am.
well, everything happens for a reason. My God gave me this so I could control my appetite I guess. and be smaller. although I was already happy with my huge ass. (that's just me being happy about anything)